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why do people worrying and suffering for life? y do people encountered so much challenges which might get hurt inside? y do people fight for power and strength to obtain the pride? y people can't just live in peace? any answers?

y do people live in poverty but some may not? This is what they create.Life is not a fate.Life is a process of creation.Given a chance to enter the world, given the chance by god to create own life.Sometimes there might be a failure, but don't regret on what you did, accept it as a lesson.Somebody told me that if everything goes smoothly, you'll learn nothing.Taste the bitterness only then you'll know the word, success.

Still remember that without specific reason suddenly lost my spirit.Silly of me felt that my life is meaningless, and wanting to end my life within a second as it's so nothing.y? b'coz of loneliness? I'm so blur and i don't know.(don't worry it's the past =X)

Suddenly realised that life is short. ( take a paused and think about it)

Staring at my grandma, looking into her eyes, sensed something is inside her heart, sensed smthing is inside her brain...While having a trip in sabah, she kept asking me to take picture of her.Asked me to take some shot with her too.for? well....as a memory..yea..memory before "the day" comes..My heart prickles...ran and stood besides her, grabbed her hands and gave her a warm smile..don't worry..don't worry..i'll always besides you..

yeah life is short.what shall i do when i'm still alive so that won't regret before the time of my last breath? hmm...maybe "lamy" really is a more suitable name for me lol. nobody, there's no human being who will never reach the "final stage".

So, start planning gurl start planning before the game is over!!


~ signing off~

What does TANYIWEI means

I found this from jiewy's blog.sounds interesting so i tried mine.well..the description is quite true XP not quite, it's absolutely lol.... =P

What Tanyiwei Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

must try XD

My First Art??

Boring and no mood to study XP caused me feels like wanna draw lolx.this is my XYZ art.XD
without title and it's err....draw-with-heart design hahahax! =P

just post it as i designed it d hehe.....

Pantai Kerachut II

...continue...

Okay all of my team members arrived and our second challenge was to solve 5 IQ questions.Glad that shu-min and hooi chin were in our group lolx.Both of them are super, duper, extremely good in maths! hahax! while they were explaining and breaking the chain i just stand aside with blur-ing expression lolx.


After the IQ we had a short break with packets of mee each.We were all drenched so as our spare clothes and foods in our bag pack.Some of the mee were soaked with water.But no choice! We starved with rumbling tummies as evidence.


Game time! There were 4 sections to go such as, "water boom" , "in-line cooperations", "ping pong ball search" and "rescue rangers" Lazy to elaborate so view my friend's blog as she post the related blog d XD www.tanshu-min.blogspot.com


Overall It's fun and enjoyable.Here's a video about one of the game called "ping pong ball search".It's from my friend yen shan who sent it to me.Thanks gurl muaxx!

Although tiring but it's fascinating and adventurous trip which will etched in my memory forever! ^^

Pantai Kerachut

While was studying at disted college non-activities been organized, one word to describe, boring! zzz..... but fortunately and glad that ptpl does.^^

Last Saturday joined an outing to pantai kerachut.Little knowledge of me never heard about and never been such place before..=P Pantai Kerachut is a place which is located at the north-east of Penang Island along the Muka Head cape, it is one of six beaches in Penang National Park.Undisturbed and transquil are best words to describe Pantai Kerachut.

Woke up early in the morning (6:00a.m) , washed,dressed up and packing bags to be ready for the trip.Mum volunteered to dropped me at ptpl on the last minute (as used to lol).Everyone congregated in front of the Bandar Baru.

Approximately 70 above students participated.Students been divided into 8 teams with 9 persons each. I was a member of team 8, same as shu-min, chui leng and pei shing,( hooi chin hopped in "illegally" lolx but welcome aboard XD )

Met up with Lynnda on the bus and sat besides her.It's been a while never seen her as no more same class with her.Chat a lot on the bus, sharing together the stories of our life.

Reached Pantai Kerachut on 8 smthing.We gathered in groups and started to hike after successfully solved the puzzle.The route was slippery as it was a rainy day.The steps wasn't that difficult to walk through just that it was quite muddy with water flows.Raining while hiking but luckily the rain wasn't that heavy.

Chui leng, Pei Shing and I hiked with fast foots and so we reached the Pantai Kerachut 15 minutes earlier than my other members.Was wondering how come they were kinda slow even though the route was not that tough to pass through.Waiting for 15 minutes and relieved that they safely reached.Thank god.. =)


...to be continue...

What had happened on August

Sorry for not posting for more than one month.Reason is lazy, tat simple lolx.But ACTUALLY shall be like this : worried > frustrations > many things to be decided > lazy XP

Last month is a pathetic day.In short, it's that i failed my audit paper, one of the CAT paper.It means that there're 9 papers, passed 8 failed 1. XP

Audit is an optional paper, the other alternatve is taxation.I lost confidence on audit d as it's such a complicated and tough to study, felt it's hard to passed too even though the passing rate is 40 marks.The main reason of fail, in my opinion, is tat the examiners are strict in marking.haiz..but it's useless to feel frustrate on it again as it is a fact already.Took 5 days to settle down XP

Yea..i've tried my best d.It's true.I memorized a lot of answers from the past year paper.The questions in the exam is quite alike with the past year questions.I just applied what i had memorized, those which been stated in the past yr answers.However, realized that same questions but differ answers.oh my...I gave up..zz

Apparently,with the reasons above, i altered by choosing taxation paper, an optional paper.Fortunately it's an alternative.If it's not, i'm gonna die XP

Initially choosed audit paper is just because there's non-taxation lecturer and related course provided in Disted college.As i failed it and intended to take taxation course, had to transfer to another college, which is currently known as PTPL.Thank godness that the taxation lecturer of PTPL is very good in lectures.Relieve*

Feel sad that can't study with my frenz anymore, those who passed the CAT papers and is opted to sit for ACCA exams. ='( I'll reach the final line one pace slower than "all of u". Please don't run too fast.wait for me o.=P

By the way, i have accepted the truth and ready to overcome my up-coming exam, which falls on December 2008.Realized that almost all of my beloved friends are going to sit for exam 1 0r 2 weeks later.All the best for your exams! aza! aza! I'll put much efforts on my exam too! baxia! XD


~signing off~

020989

Days before kept imagining,
How would it be the days after
Sight of pictures appear in my mind
Which will come true? I wondered

Day and day, comes the night
Time of day, frenz my side
Joy and happiness, fixed the loneliness
Warm and care, gently found

Happy Birthday gurl! A surprised party
Hands over lips, follows one step back
Familiar song over surroundings
Eyes wide open with a smile on face

Time for wishes, hands up gathered
Eyes shut, and started to pray
A simple wish with simple words
Hope that our friendship never ends...

lurve u all muack~~~